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004- Friends at work.

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 07:15:33 GMT

Kevin and Wilson, friends since we liked power rangers, friends till we get arthritis

Yeah I'm pretty tight.

yeah wilsons pretty XtuffX

Corey and Ron.

I <3 nikes, and wilson always tries to ruin it.

Three musketeers...or three stooges?

003-Sixflags

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 21:40:57 GMT

I have a couple pictures from my six flags trip and this is by far my favorite one because it reminds me of that one level on Mario Cart on nintendo 64. I know you know what I'm talking about.

I forgot to take pictures after the ride to California...oh well.

Katelyn lives a billion miles from civilization but the view makes it worth it.

She drove and Bobby, Devin, and I scrunched in the back, Devin looks like Invader Zim and Bobby looks like an old ass lumber jack.

There wasn't much traffic

Baker is a very welcoming town...if you aren't black, edge, or a chargers fan.

After that we were pretty much sweating for the rest of the trip, the humidity kills. The beach water felt like colder than the fudgsickle I ate the night before. Six flags was fun but not worth 60 dollars, but spending the time with friends made up for any mony I could have spent.

I'm back and I'm glad, I cant wait to see my girly.

002-I'm finally 18

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 05:14:22 GMT

As of yesterday I am old enough to die for my country, but I can still get in trouble for drinking alcohol. Good thing I don't drink.

whatever.

001- First post in 2 years, I've really changed.

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 08:57:36 GMT

Summer is here.I will be 18 in 2 days.

I've decided to start posting in this thing again, I'm not sure why but I am. I don't plan on having anyone I personally know see this, but if they do, then they do but this is for me.

Ive grown up, I'm not an emotional teenager anymore, I've fallen in love and I enjoy life.

I got uglier

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 08:56:19 GMT

ITSTHANKSGIVINGAND6MONTHSWITH E R I C K A

i work alot, tex is my new working neighbor

MOVIE MOMENT
kevin: "youre weird"
torii: "youre weird too"
torii: "we should hang out"

gobble gobble mother fuckers

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 06:29:17 GMT

Spent the weekend with my love.didnt go to a dance. saw matchbook romance and taking back sunday. i guess brittany is to scene to be seen.

you cant go wrong with taco bell baby

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 05:07:45 GMT

HELLO LADIES AND GENTELMEN, I'M GLAD YOU'VE GRACED ME WITH YOUR PRESENTS

So my girlfriend isnt the best football player, this i can live with.
I got choaked out, knocked unconcious and hit my head on the cafateria floor for making fun of oi punk...what a fucker.
the presidential election interests me, and so does cheese popcorn.
but not right now, because i am not hungry.

Love,
bump on his head Kevin

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 04:44:48 GMT

UPDATE WHAAAAAAAT!

I dont want to go to the dance, but i probably will because ericka wants me to.
Cinnabon is the bomb until i get a tummy ach..ache???
maybe i will have cinnebon before the dance and have a good excuse not to go.
C low is the new game, time to roll dem dice fooooo!!!!

my job is chizzle dizzle like whoa.

FO' SHO

end.

Love,
urban kevin

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Sun, 22 Feb 2004 07:52:11 GMT

I know it was ll my fault and im not trying to justify anything, and not trying to salvage anything that could still be...this is just my story
mass complication.
long, long, long story short...as i could possibly make it.
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My name is kevin and here is my story, It started at a new school last year and I liked this girl named Brittney but she moved away, i was sad but i didnt know her that well so it was easy to move on and toward the end of the year I began to like the girl at the locker right next to mine. I didnt talk to her much but i was interested so I slowly began to persue. It wasnt until over the summer we began to actually talk much, and the anticipation of the following school yeah was overwhelming, I couldnt wait. 10th grade starts and i see ericka(the girl who had her locker next to mine in 9th), and 2 other friends named poptart and candice. I thought candice and ericka both looked different from the previous year in a totally positive way. the school year goes, flirting with ericka and other girls. Everybody and their moms keeps on telling me how much candice likes me and how i need not waste my time on ericka, I ignore the critics but gain interest in candice... the biggest attraction is knowing that someone is attracted...I decide to join the play for drama because my friends were. Both Ericka and Candice are in drama also. I am a stage hand(techie) and so is candice and ericka is acting in the play, so during the play i spent much time with candice and people keep talking about some guy in drama, and other guys that ericka is involved with or something so I begin to back off and concentrate on candice and begin to like her alot and she tells me about some guy who likes her and says she isnt planning on going out with him so I plan to ask her out and the next day all ready to ask candice out her friend diana tells me she started going out with this other guy i got terribly sad and felt dumb for not skaing earlier but i was also mad because she told me they werent going ot go out, anyhoo, I talk to ericka and we tell eachother how we both really feel and i believe she really likes me no matter what anybody says so Im asking a friend if i should ask out ericka and he says sure so im all ready and then candice finds out that im going to do this and all the sudden decides to tell me all these negative things about ericka and how if i ask her out all that will happen is my feelings will be hurt and that it wasnt worth it, so i take candices advice because i figure she is a reliable source seeing as they were best friends(so i thought anyway). I dont know what to do, i feel terrible and am stuck. Ericka had been pissed at me for some thing i had said that she had a reputation for, so i figure she hates me. Candice tells me it isnt my fault and comforts me and we talk and go to the dressing room and cuddle and she makes me feel better. I buy ericka roses and a card on her b-day trying to be nice and careing, she liked them and i was extremely happy and i guess she forgave me. that night we went to dennys and I was with candice most of the time. Ericka talks about a b-day kiss or something but for some reason im super intimidated and she was never much help for easing my nerves i was never ever certian about how much she liked me, she never tells me anything and i never ever ask, im not one to ask questins like "on a scale of 1-10 how much do you like me" or "what would you say if i asked you out", Im too insecure for there to be a chance that i would get the wrong answer. I always feel comforterable with candice and at the end of the night i give her a little kiss, a peck on the lips on the last day of the play. I believe comfort and security is why I liked candice so much, and I liked ericka because she was like the shiney now bike in the store window that i could never have and only wish i could. I always get this amazing butterfly feeling when i talk to, hear, or even see ericka. IN january Eircka tells me that she is moving to a new school and for lack of a better word i will say i was crushed. she always said and did the right things to make me happy, like careing little gestures that i always wanted but never ever got from anybody, she would make me little 5 word notes that would blow my mind and make my day. That is what I always wanted in a girl and I had found it. That was the girl I wanted that would do the litle things that meant the world. I said i didnt want her to leave but she said we could still hangout and talk, that made me happy. always at a cross roads and knowing i have to be certian in which road to take because there is no turning back. Either go with candice and hurt erickas feelings and make it as if i never really cared, or choose ericka and still cynical of long distance relationships it was all so hard to believe that this could work, she is a beautiful girl at a new school, what else was I supose to think except she would forget me, and I would be left with nothing, so with that in mind I dont know what to do yet again. It still seemed so crazy how ericka still gave me butterflies just thinking about her even though i rarely saw her. Every chance I got to see her something unfortunate happend like she wanted to hold my hand but it wasnt the right time and place this would dissapoint me and lead me to believe she was just humoring me and didnt want anything to happen between the two of us. Valentines day comes I get candice some candy and a card and she didnt seem impressed so i wsa dissapointed so whatever i tried. I try to think of somehting to write for ericka but im at a loss for words, i just cant think of anything to say that I already hadnt...later that night im kinda sad v-day was crappy and the phone rings to my suprise it was ericka saying she had a bad v-day too and had no valentine, i talk to her all night and it was the first time ever i actually felt comfterable and didnt have a complete mantal block, and she made me laugh and i was really happy so before midnight i have the chance to ask her to be my valentine so i take it and she says yes, it sounds dumb but it made me completly happy. We meet at a show about a week later and I was happy to see her but nothing wsa happening,,,nothing,,,i began to feel like i will never ever do anything with her, like she is waiting for me and im waiting for her, both just waiting forever it seems, I think to myself "is this always gonna be like this, will she even ever get close, embrace a single hug, hold my hand" i felt hopeless. Also at the show was a friend named Brittney who has always been cool and when one of the bands went on we went into the crowd and held hands and automatically thought "ericka loves holding hands, but she wont ever hold mine". I was having fun with brittney and at the end of the night i go to kiss her and she tells me she has a boyfriend, yeah i felt dumb but it was cool. NOW HERE I AM TODAY...WHAT HAS HAPPEND...IT IS MY INDECISION AND FEAR THAT HAS LEAD ME TO WHERE I AM THIS VERY MOMENT.

I have choosen to end this journal now, yeah it sounds cliche but whatever...sorry for everything I have messed up and all the time I have wasted

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 05:19:33 GMT

Too bad It doesnt sound as good as it looks...this is the main part I like

I used to believe you but now there's nothing more to what you say for the moment. You sold emotion at half price. How many times can you say goodbye, my friend? I can see through your lies now. You're in love with the passion. You're in love with the attention. I don't believe in angels. I don't believe in the stars. I don't believe in you. I can see right through you.

im sleepy, i dont wanna go to school tomorrow

Fri, 20 Feb 2004 07:08:39 GMT

...goodnight tonight, sleep tight, my love...

5 things not to do at the next show:

1.Bring enough money for a shirt so i dont have to bum hella money from random kids

2.Don't go in the pit not expecting to get socked in the face by a hardcore kid

3.Don't stand 1 inch away from the massive speakers(ears still ringing)

4.Make sure your ride doesnt show up too early making you miss the end of the show

5. last but not least, don't try to kiss a chick with a boyfriend, OOPS! hehe. :)

KeViN

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 06:44:08 GMT

valentines day has past...what to say...feel free to steal my heart and before you realize that you are about to tear it apart just give it back

KeViN

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 06:04:38 GMT

Dear Mr. cold stop picking on me, its time to move on to someone else.

::sniff sniff::

KeViN

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 05:53:55 GMT

did xkrimsonkissx's layout skesi, no?

KeViN

Tue, 10 Feb 2004 05:06:34 GMT

I got to see Ericka today.
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.<3.

I dont like being me sometimes

Mon, 09 Feb 2004 06:32:43 GMT

you got it made, dont you dare let this fade///

You stole my dream.

yo bro keep the ring that turns your finger green.

You stole my dream.

next week sneak out of the house and lay and watch the stars.

you stole my dream.

lucky one.
to think it came for you so easily.

you stole my dream.

SEKSI, NO?

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 06:17:21 GMT

I figure I'd post some pictures since I havent before so yeah whateva!

My dog will eat yours

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 04:45:08 GMT

articulate

pretty kick ass community

KeViN

Sun, 01 Feb 2004 08:57:20 GMT

If things are how they are supose to be then I wouldnt have a stomach ache and I would be able to fall asleep without lying there for 2 hours come back to the computer, write a journal entry and still not be able to sleep.

dear body,
hello little heart im just checking to see if you are still working. Stomach you need to stop jumping around, im not a trampoline. Head please stop pounding. Brain please send a messsage to my eyes to close and not open back up in 1 minute so i can finaly sleep. Thank you

KeViN

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 07:33:23 GMT

PROJECT ANATHEMA IS COMPLETE

KeViN

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 03:07:41 GMT

Tristan moved away today...Oregon never seemed so far away until now

KeViN

P.S. I quit the "lets leave kevin" game, its not fun anymore...actually it never was

your words, not mine

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 05:48:30 GMT

"tonight but i really wish there was something i could find comfort in...there used to be something that was always willing to help but i guess great things fade....."

said the damsel in distress

KeViN

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 04:59:27 GMT

question to all who read this.

are you happy with the person you are?

comment with an answer and dont bull shit be honest and not pittiful

KeViN

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 04:41:22 GMT

smart...decisive...certian...you win the game

Sun, 25 Jan 2004 01:36:04 GMT

i was bored again...new layout

BLAH

KeViN